WDYM IM ONLY HALFWAY DONE
Thank you for coming to my presentation of learning. I am the expert on my own learning. I am also responsible and accountable for my own learning. You can expect me to give an honest evaluation of my progress. We will discuss my strengths and opportunities for growth. Thank you in advance for listening and for offering feedback that I can use to improve as a learner.
Vision Mission Values
Vision: “The best person I can be at my graduation is a learner that can focus and has strived to be the best person without taking shortcuts. I want to be someone who can handle a post secondary education and be able to collaborate outside of a school setting.”
Mission: “I will improve how I work with others and make the most out of the environment and our work. The way that I can make a group better is by bringing my physical and artistic skills to the table. My skills can help bring creativity to our projects and physical displays in exhibitions. This makes a group’s multitasking easier, for example; one person focuses on something they can do, while I build, draw, or think about anything we need to add, which saves us time in the long run. I want to keep myself accountable and help build on my focusing and resilience. I want to be able to not get discouraged by setbacks or mistakes I make during the process.”
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Reflection and Changes
Focusing Exclusively on the last sentence in my “Mission”; I have not quite met this goal.
Lately I’ve gotten very discouraged when I come across any obstacle. This is an issue mainly with my self esteem. For example: during writing assignments I get very caught up in the fact I have less work done or that my work isnt as good as others people. I make everything an unspoken competition with the people near me and I constantly lose. I get upset over not understanding the work or not thinking of a good opening sentence so I get stubborn and stop doing it entirely, this closely resembles something I believe is called “learned helplessness”.
Theres a video out there explaining what it is really well but to sum it up, a teacher gave her students a sheet with 3 anagrams. Half of the class had easy words like rat(art) or lime(mile), while the other half was given impossible words. The last word on both sheets were the same, but the side that had the impossible words weren’t able to get the word/gave up while the other side of the class had all managed to get the word.
As for the vision, I believe I’m on track to become the person I described, I know I’m able to collaborate outside of a classroom. I’m on my way to be someone who can actually take their own accountability, an example is flight training and ground school.
Looking at my values, I feel like I’ve been able to hold up most of what I set for myself. Even though it’s not always in BCFP or humanities, I’m usually engaged, answering questions and adding to discussion whenever I can. I’m able to take care of myself and not get buried in work even though my schedule can be overwhelming at times. I take mental breaks when i need them and lock in when it’s necessary.
Something I know I need to work on is my agency. I’ve somewhat mentioned in other areas that I need to work on my agency and my accountability. I know that I’ve definitely grown in this area but I’m nowhere near the place I want to be. I can be very lazy with my work, once I’ve handed it in I’m not touching it, I’ve been on a steady decline in my energy with school all year and its really hitting me all recently. As I’ve mentioned, setbacks are very discouraging and I have not been accountable for my work lately. I used to stay at school after choir until 5:30 some days just working on math homework. This habit has unfortunately fallen apart and most days I don’t finish my math homework by the next class, which can get me super behind since new work is being assigned every class.
By the end of this year I want to really be able to be accountable for my work and my life without much parental support. This is mentioned in my “Values” under agency.
Thank you for coming and listening to my mPOL, I appreciate the time you’ve taken out of your day to listen.╰(*´︶`*)╯♡